Im I at fault here??

You're totally entitled to your opinion, and although I dissagree with you on this one I'm not here to tell you your wrong. Don't forget, Karl Marx and the rest of the "party" were very intelligent people too, however theories are only theories until they are practiced in actuality. If you really want to do the educated thing (which it seems you are on the right track of currently) look into some of the counter arguments to what you believe/think. In a worst case scenario you will realize where you were wrong and grow through it (which looking back is I'm glad for, as I've been there many times), and if you're right, you can strengthen your beliefs with knowledge and counter-counter arguments.